User:RelentlessRecusant
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This is the reason why I have deemed that I will most likely be leaving Wikipedia as an editor, and returning instead as a humble reader and student. I will use this great source of knowledge as a supplement to other sources, but will always remember the trappings of the bureaucracy that ensnared me, even as I felt an obligation to share my knowledge to the world. I, in essence, am retiring. I once dreamed to become an administrator, and with every waking hour, I wondered, even in the middle of classes, what I could do, what I could write, what I could edit, what I could proofread, to reach that status. Luckily, my ill-fated RfA failed. I would not have been able to bear the thought of becoming an administrator on Wikipedia.
I ask forgiveness to anyone I have insulted or hurt here before my retirement, today, Tuesday 3:34 P.M. Standard Eastern Time. Those in the bureaucracy have opposed me at every turn: AfD discussions, merges, redirects. I leave, grieved that I will be unable to help the world, but secure in my knowledge that if I stayed, I would not be able to bear it, being hounded. I give my thanks to: and a host of dozens of others which I can not remember. Cheers, |
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